Pondering ......!!!!

My life...
I am WONDERING..............
Things are getting more and more complicated.... every little things had become so demanding..... sometimes i ask myself ... why i am working so hard for....
in the end what am i trying to achieve in my life?a husband?
then a house.....
then a loan.....then a car.... then a family....then...kids...then education...and the list just goes on and on and on..........
in the end, what do i leave for myself???
what happen to the money i earn?
where is my time to do something that i really enjoyed?
but...
if i meet someone.... that very special someone..... won't i wanna be with him together forever? and have a house so that the two of us can have the cosy little space to spend time together...... don't u wanna bring him out in a cofortable car so as to avoid the public transport or to wait for taxi under the rain...... the list goes...............on on on on on .................and on on on on......so life is so sweet isn't? just look at it from another angle or perspective, u will find..... at the other side of each story.....
there is always some other thing to ponder about.....