Tuesday, July 14, 2015





मैै और तुम्हारी यादे...

एक ही तकिये पर सोते हैं इकठ्ठा हो कर....

...पल ...



लिख दे मेरा अगला जनम उस के नाम ए खुदा..


इस जनम मै मोहब्बत थोड़ी कम पड़ गई हैं.....।



कही फिसल ना जाओ , जरा संभल कर रहना....

मौसम बारिश का है... और मोहब्बत का भी...

...पल...



बड़े ही चुपके से भेजा था...

 मेरे महबूब ने मुझे एक गुलाब ...

कम्बख्त उसकी खूशबू ने सारे शहर में हंगामा कर दिया....


...पल ...



कई कहानियाँ अधूरी रह जाती है... 

पर 

इसका मतलब ये नहीं होता कि प्यार नहीं था..

...पल ...


जिदगी उलझ कर रह गई है चंद साँसो की साजिश में.... 

हजार बार मरते हैं हम कुछ पाने की ख्वाहिश में...


...पल ...


लोग पढ़ लेते हे मेरी आँखों में तेरे प्यार की शिद्दत .. 

मुजसे अब तेरे इश्क़ की और हिफाज़त नहीं होती...



टकरा जाती हूँ अक्सर तेरे साये से..
..
तुम जब दिखते नहीं तो महसूस क्यों होते हो....

...पल ...


जब जब तेरा हाथ मेरे हाथो में आता है... 

तब तब मेरी हथेलीओ में ताजमहल बन जाता है....

...पल ...

Friday, May 1, 2015



तुम मुझे मौक़ा
तो दो ऐतबार बन ने का
थक जाओगे चाहते चाहते
मेरी वफ़ा  के 
साथ !!!

Thursday, April 30, 2015

I
होता जो अगर ये मुमकिन .. 

तो मै तुजे साँस बनाकर दिल में रखती 

तू रुक जाये तो मै नहीं , मै मर जाऊं तो तू नहीं..

Thursday, April 16, 2015



whaaaaat? Again.......?
Your leave got cancelled Againnn..? I almost shouted....

"Yes , But Listen na....." He tried to say something but i disconnected the call angrily...

He call again....
I Picked up..."Now What.? ha..?"

"Third time...Third time in a row, your leave got cancelled.Again...." was very very angry...
"Januu..please understand na....I will come soon......Love u ...Plz na..."

I said " OK.." and again cut the call..
was thinking " Why he didn't understabd.. How I manage All to meet him.."
Why..?
Why..?

"Agar Tumahri Jeet Mai mera Hissa hai To Paresaniyoo Mai Kyu Nahi.."

T.v. was on and this line from bounvita AD came booming towards me..Yes, the AD is about the mother and her kid..
Yes, It is a health drink AD...
But Isn't this line applicable to almost all the relation we value.? 
I could my tears on my face..

But they were not there because I was angry but because I was ready to wait again for him.., no matter how long...he takes to come back...

I picked up the phone to call him just to say nothing matters more than I Love U..Over short leaves or cancelled leaves or no leaves at all......

"agar Tumhari Jeet Mai Mera hissa Hai To Paresaniyoo Mai Kyu Nahi......"








Saturday, April 4, 2015

Pride....


Being in love with soldier is not easy..It never was..But he loves you more then you love him..

The abbrivation , " DLTGH" actually means a lot to u..


You learn to be strong and manage everything on your own in is absence, but when with him you act like some crazy GF.




You get used to hearing "Ma'am" from every friend of his you have the pleasure of meeting....








You may celebrate birthdays,anniversaries in a sober manner but u always plan something special for celebrating his sanctioned "
 leave".. and comming home news..






His one Unexpected Phone call makes your day! 





In years of relationship, you have hardly met him 20 times or even less...




That hug before he leaves make u feel devastated, but its totally opposite on his arrival.





 You start counting the days when he will be home and cancel everything just to be with him.




You have learned how to act like a 

"LADY"




Seriously, stars on his shoulder are better than the million in the sky...




Your heart fills with pride, whenever you see him in Uniform...




Even though his job 24 * 7, no holidays in any situations and takes him away for long periods of time, you're fiercely proud of who hw is and what he does....




There will always be thousands who will never understand why u love him a lot, despite the distance and hardship...But only u and your heart knows that no matter what they say you know.."That the girl he left behind, is still behind him supporting her hero....."



This list is endless, Being in love with a soldier is not easy and it was never meant to be too. But its one feeling and one relation which is unique and you will always be proud of..! I know only one thing that ... "More than I need him, he needs me."...... ALWAYS.....!

And Last but not Least....
"If a soldier loves u ...then walk like a Queen..."



Friday, April 3, 2015

 एक कदम ...उम्र भर का 
एक वादा ...आखरी पल तक का 
एक खुशी ....उसके हो जाने कि ..
 
 
वो मेरी आखरी सरहद हो जैसे 
सोच जाती हि नहि उन से आगे 
 



छुपाती  है वो चेहरे से बेपनाह महोब्बत ...
हम देख के मेहदी  उन के हाथो कि ...
महोब्बत कि इन्तहा जान लेते है ...
 

लफ़्ज्  कितने हि तेरे पैरो मै लीपटे  होगे
तुने जब आखरि खत मेरा जलाया होगा



 
वो तो आँखें थी,

जो सब सच बयां कर गयी..

वरना लफ्ज होते,

तो कब के मुकर गए होते....

Saturday, March 28, 2015



बिखरे पन्नो को बीनकर आज समेटना चाहा 
मोड के कोने  पन्नो के 
उन मै छिपी यादो को जीना चाहा 
पर वक़्त् कि धूल से वो अल्फ़ाज मिट से गये है 
रिश्तो  कि वो मिठास , 
वो खुबसुरत जस्बात सिमट से गये है ..

रेत मै पडे पन्नो कि निशान के पास जाकर
फ़िर् उस निशान को गेहरा बनाना चाहा 
फ़िर् उन खमोशियो मै होति बेजुबान बतो से 
खुद का तूटा हुआ रिश्ता फ़िर् से जाताना चाहा..........


Friday, March 27, 2015



पानी  फ़ेर् दो इन पत्तो पर कोइ 
ताकि धूल जाए  स्याहि 
जिन्दगी फ़िर् से लिखने 
का मन होता है 
कभी  -  कभी ....

पलक